I believe I can fly

Copyright © Jas Chen

放鬆的夜晚，懶洋洋地躺在床上讀著小說。

近來一直是很累的狀態，也許生活上並不是多麼疲乏，但心境上卻是累趴趴地完全振作不起來，此外，身體也有些不適。為了有點變化，終於開始重新看起被歸類在”很刺激”那欄裏的書。喔，雖然說是”很刺激”，但老實講哈利波特系列也被歸在本類，所以在大多數人認知裡，說不定未必多”刺激”。

不過，今天看的是真的”很刺激”的《大逃殺》。(糟糕！看起來似乎是很不適合在這裡提的書？)

看著看著，收音機卻播放出這首歌。

R. Kelly - I Believe I Can Fly
by classics007

好熟悉地旋律。好熟悉好熟悉。

慢慢放下了手中的書，疲累的心像是有道暖流經過，活潑潑地跳動。距離上次聽著極親密的朋友低低唱著這首歌給我聽的時光，原來已經這樣久了嗎？我在R Kelly的聲音裡一次又一次地回想著溫暖的紐約，而在那之後，又渡過好多個春夏秋冬，我也經過了許多悲歡離合，不是嗎？

這麼久這麼久之後，在難以言喻的疲憊裏，重新聽見這首歌，忍不住上網找到，然後反覆一次又一次地聽著。

I believe I can fly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly. I believe I can fly. I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothign to it
Hey, if I just spread my wings, I can fly


唔，想起來也是同個朋友唱了Marc Anthony 的 I need to know給我聽的呢。

這樣久了，許久不見的朋友，你過得還好嗎？